For exercise, officers-in-charge within a week at least three days I will walk to work. And in order not to go too boring, I often transform walking routes. These days I from xinhua book store doorway passes, see there XuanChuanBan, scrolling electronic display of the new book list, one of the books of name, called "down is happiness".
This book I've never seen, but that the content, so willing truth I have already know, can want to truly, hard too difficult.
I self-reliant oneself is a rational person, and in people's eyes, should also representing the intellectual, rational, but deep inside that only I know I what an oneself to tangle.
Many things, not to say put can put down. I've been trying hard, doing a refuse, do not save yourself a posterior approach, but eventually, I seemingly relentlessness, but has been in the heart pain.
On December 11, to luoyang see a friend, she is to exercise, will expire at the end of the credentials, going back to Beijing. Since the beginning of the year, we have the opportunity to meet several times, but because such a thing like that, and has not seen. Therefore I've run away. A woman came to my age, same-sex friendships, is the most lets a person feel warm. I rely on the friendship between us, that no words say a good time, and mutually understand tacit understanding, since always, in between the two of us never gone.
Results go of that day of, friend just because it's urgent to find someone to help, waiting for her busy, wanted to quietly in together, and chat later talk, have some rice or something, but on the other side of a group of luoyang to see her off, she dragged me to go. Alas, I really shouldn't be go, such occasions.
A group of piss out all the stops to fill over her, and I had a bad cold, because and people are not familiar with, they pour also didn't stubbornly I drink more, watched her with one drank at around ten pints of beer and taking turns on the various reasons for battle, said to her drink, I looked at the worried, but later she go to the toilet, I don't trust followed, result she really sick, she has been dying, but no end of wine bureau appearance, can't, I tell her, the second half by me.
Back seats in wine, then come, she took the cup of said, by me, for people reluctant to say to want to have full for for, in order to give her JiuJia - I volunteered rose up and turn and drinking, the person all staring at me, the director didn't say anything more, to a surname operators are what the manager there, he began to cynicism, meaning like saying I this person isn't honest, say what they used to drink when I didn't drink, now I pour can drink. I showed tell him, I caught a bad cold, is cannot drink, but I came all the way to meet friends, without saying a word? And she began to drink like that, I don't want her to get drunk, I come here we also say a word! The man to bind to bind, I have put before of wine to up, I say, anyway I also saw, will carry those wine, drink don't finish will be complete. How I drink, my friend would have been less drink. But I didn't expect that, ! My god! No way, strong drink bai. Of course soon dizzy.
Go, they the gang own way, want me to send my friend back. I hugged her car, think we discussed between the "the person is in no choice," think we all don't like this kind of situation, who cannot leave, otherwise leave those circles, there is no sense of belonging, thinking between us many can each other about mind, I started to cry, tears surge to flow, her eyes are red, we all do susceptibility of woman, all in the pursuit of happiness, we want to knock before but in happiness, always so tears cry.
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