Newborn snow, is said to be in a 60 years, this two days online say hello, I met a friend to ask: you never thought I was buried snow?
Another weekend. The morning go to work were told, there is an urgent materials to modification completion, drive before nine. But my office from working up continuously someone came asking question that of, telephone insider rang perimeter ring, put the phone cell phone rang, I that bother ah, the in the mind keep a blaze. Later, I simply who go easy shut the door, the curtains, frantic, typing, didn't wait play a line of words? Another knock, few people outside and said I should be in the room. No way, pressing heart fire, open the door, listen to a person to move. So annoying work, pressure and so big, my patience is less and less.
At noon, with a gang was invited to a very remote very remote small restaurant to eat dog meat. True to eat dog meat, dip in garlic juice. Previously heard people say not to eat dog meat, because the dog is channeled creature, it will be killed, fear, anger, sadness, can will excited, thus can secrete a lot of adrenaline, that person who eats badly. Can all the run out there, you eat, I also follow to eat. Local shop dozen baked wheat cake, very have noodles XiangWeiEr, heel I buy previously not quite the same. In that club hunted up features of small shop, bunch gentleman, successfully one to infuse dizzy. It is said that he drank almost half a litre of liquor, ChuFan door when cast lying on the ground, put man frightened, sent a car to send him back.
The rest of the people, mostly for a love song room KTV. In they haven't into a state of time, I first ordered verses himself sing. I QinGuMu said, I sing song bring some rock flavor. Ha ha, I talk fast and also likes to sing some songs of the quick pace. And she, is like singing melodious folk songs. Then, after I sung leisurely hear they sang, also follow hum.
There is man please dance, I really rarely those three four steps of, anyway, even though we may pose nor elegant! There is a authority in the courtyard WuLin ace, said to teach me to dance, drag me up. A line still, he brought very well, I slowly also can step on the tables.
I like bengdi free. During the afternoon put three times DiQu, every time is bouncing lather and then press the air conditioning, cooling. Continue to sing, sings sweat fell, continue to jump. Old people took air conditioning temperature set high, really., started playing days male scattering flowers, scattered popcorn, where it is everywhere. Of course, also be aimed at our efforts, fortunately not bother, damage is not enough, or miserably.
Like every time singing, is unforgettable night as it ended. That song, again don't sing hear many also will hum. This li gu-yi specialty of program oh, actually has been among these people retained.
When a man came out, said don't know disco dancing can make so sweaty. Ah, replace sauna now. If it weren't for back to occupy, next to wash bath to also good.
Actually this world, true not who cannot leave who. During received several phone, because the room inside and outside is GuiKuLangHao singing songs, it is not convenient to return, until fast until five times, also have no big deal. I thought of busy, perhaps is asking for it.
Infatuated with the feeling of that moment leap di, only music, only drums, other what is can not.
Thursday, March 10, 2011
He said in his impression
Yesterday was 2009.11.19, distance 2009.9.9 is 70 days, how can I feel like seven months, even years so long. Don't know where day, I can forget to adapt, adapt to the heart of empty feeling.
Have a heart of many words, the inconvenience to the man he said. Fortunately, I of the net friend is a few, can each other speak the truth. Still, I have to find yesterday in personal say just good, life such as play just online. I told him I had no one to talk to, also may be don't want to say, he answered the four word: too high.
Maybe, I still badly as pride and loftiness.
The day before yesterday I boss drink many, malicious said a truth, perhaps those words suppress his heart for a long time. , I've been too proud, too ShaoBao, not modest, not the people into the eyes, not to say words insincerely. Etc.
Ah, I in people's eyes that ghost appearance, whether very hateful?
But, I should have changed a lot. I'm not so tantrums, no longer then love gets angry, no longer so have reason to not let a person, others face I also not too dispute, I should have accepted and blended in ordinary life.
Only these, away from the true ceased, but still some distance.
I am not happy. Very unhappy. I tried to live each day, busy, seemingly enrichment, but my heart no hope, no expectations, no the heartache of feeling, not the writing to my passion and happiness. I'll step by step to vanish in ordinary among
Have a heart of many words, the inconvenience to the man he said. Fortunately, I of the net friend is a few, can each other speak the truth. Still, I have to find yesterday in personal say just good, life such as play just online. I told him I had no one to talk to, also may be don't want to say, he answered the four word: too high.
Maybe, I still badly as pride and loftiness.
The day before yesterday I boss drink many, malicious said a truth, perhaps those words suppress his heart for a long time. , I've been too proud, too ShaoBao, not modest, not the people into the eyes, not to say words insincerely. Etc.
Ah, I in people's eyes that ghost appearance, whether very hateful?
But, I should have changed a lot. I'm not so tantrums, no longer then love gets angry, no longer so have reason to not let a person, others face I also not too dispute, I should have accepted and blended in ordinary life.
Only these, away from the true ceased, but still some distance.
I am not happy. Very unhappy. I tried to live each day, busy, seemingly enrichment, but my heart no hope, no expectations, no the heartache of feeling, not the writing to my passion and happiness. I'll step by step to vanish in ordinary among
they drink beer unexpectedly with over ice same
For exercise, officers-in-charge within a week at least three days I will walk to work. And in order not to go too boring, I often transform walking routes. These days I from xinhua book store doorway passes, see there XuanChuanBan, scrolling electronic display of the new book list, one of the books of name, called "down is happiness".
This book I've never seen, but that the content, so willing truth I have already know, can want to truly, hard too difficult.
I self-reliant oneself is a rational person, and in people's eyes, should also representing the intellectual, rational, but deep inside that only I know I what an oneself to tangle.
Many things, not to say put can put down. I've been trying hard, doing a refuse, do not save yourself a posterior approach, but eventually, I seemingly relentlessness, but has been in the heart pain.
On December 11, to luoyang see a friend, she is to exercise, will expire at the end of the credentials, going back to Beijing. Since the beginning of the year, we have the opportunity to meet several times, but because such a thing like that, and has not seen. Therefore I've run away. A woman came to my age, same-sex friendships, is the most lets a person feel warm. I rely on the friendship between us, that no words say a good time, and mutually understand tacit understanding, since always, in between the two of us never gone.
Results go of that day of, friend just because it's urgent to find someone to help, waiting for her busy, wanted to quietly in together, and chat later talk, have some rice or something, but on the other side of a group of luoyang to see her off, she dragged me to go. Alas, I really shouldn't be go, such occasions.
A group of piss out all the stops to fill over her, and I had a bad cold, because and people are not familiar with, they pour also didn't stubbornly I drink more, watched her with one drank at around ten pints of beer and taking turns on the various reasons for battle, said to her drink, I looked at the worried, but later she go to the toilet, I don't trust followed, result she really sick, she has been dying, but no end of wine bureau appearance, can't, I tell her, the second half by me.
Back seats in wine, then come, she took the cup of said, by me, for people reluctant to say to want to have full for for, in order to give her JiuJia - I volunteered rose up and turn and drinking, the person all staring at me, the director didn't say anything more, to a surname operators are what the manager there, he began to cynicism, meaning like saying I this person isn't honest, say what they used to drink when I didn't drink, now I pour can drink. I showed tell him, I caught a bad cold, is cannot drink, but I came all the way to meet friends, without saying a word? And she began to drink like that, I don't want her to get drunk, I come here we also say a word! The man to bind to bind, I have put before of wine to up, I say, anyway I also saw, will carry those wine, drink don't finish will be complete. How I drink, my friend would have been less drink. But I didn't expect that, ! My god! No way, strong drink bai. Of course soon dizzy.
Go, they the gang own way, want me to send my friend back. I hugged her car, think we discussed between the "the person is in no choice," think we all don't like this kind of situation, who cannot leave, otherwise leave those circles, there is no sense of belonging, thinking between us many can each other about mind, I started to cry, tears surge to flow, her eyes are red, we all do susceptibility of woman, all in the pursuit of happiness, we want to knock before but in happiness, always so tears cry.
This book I've never seen, but that the content, so willing truth I have already know, can want to truly, hard too difficult.
I self-reliant oneself is a rational person, and in people's eyes, should also representing the intellectual, rational, but deep inside that only I know I what an oneself to tangle.
Many things, not to say put can put down. I've been trying hard, doing a refuse, do not save yourself a posterior approach, but eventually, I seemingly relentlessness, but has been in the heart pain.
On December 11, to luoyang see a friend, she is to exercise, will expire at the end of the credentials, going back to Beijing. Since the beginning of the year, we have the opportunity to meet several times, but because such a thing like that, and has not seen. Therefore I've run away. A woman came to my age, same-sex friendships, is the most lets a person feel warm. I rely on the friendship between us, that no words say a good time, and mutually understand tacit understanding, since always, in between the two of us never gone.
Results go of that day of, friend just because it's urgent to find someone to help, waiting for her busy, wanted to quietly in together, and chat later talk, have some rice or something, but on the other side of a group of luoyang to see her off, she dragged me to go. Alas, I really shouldn't be go, such occasions.
A group of piss out all the stops to fill over her, and I had a bad cold, because and people are not familiar with, they pour also didn't stubbornly I drink more, watched her with one drank at around ten pints of beer and taking turns on the various reasons for battle, said to her drink, I looked at the worried, but later she go to the toilet, I don't trust followed, result she really sick, she has been dying, but no end of wine bureau appearance, can't, I tell her, the second half by me.
Back seats in wine, then come, she took the cup of said, by me, for people reluctant to say to want to have full for for, in order to give her JiuJia - I volunteered rose up and turn and drinking, the person all staring at me, the director didn't say anything more, to a surname operators are what the manager there, he began to cynicism, meaning like saying I this person isn't honest, say what they used to drink when I didn't drink, now I pour can drink. I showed tell him, I caught a bad cold, is cannot drink, but I came all the way to meet friends, without saying a word? And she began to drink like that, I don't want her to get drunk, I come here we also say a word! The man to bind to bind, I have put before of wine to up, I say, anyway I also saw, will carry those wine, drink don't finish will be complete. How I drink, my friend would have been less drink. But I didn't expect that, ! My god! No way, strong drink bai. Of course soon dizzy.
Go, they the gang own way, want me to send my friend back. I hugged her car, think we discussed between the "the person is in no choice," think we all don't like this kind of situation, who cannot leave, otherwise leave those circles, there is no sense of belonging, thinking between us many can each other about mind, I started to cry, tears surge to flow, her eyes are red, we all do susceptibility of woman, all in the pursuit of happiness, we want to knock before but in happiness, always so tears cry.
where to find such a good person
Some days didn't so bubble nets. I don't know what a day blundering! Always not as static heart. Facing to the screen to heart thing, a day of long ago.
Just freely hum, unexpectedly out 1 ", deserved my youth" lifetimes. Ha-ha, is very funny? To me this slack up, still say what youth. Sentimental don't.
9p.m, ten before referral. In the study online play game, son? And his vision is not so good, * * computer, television, students come to also don't go out to play, three people are always crowded playing games, how to say no. I think reading without injured at a computer vision, so, even for a moment he downlines reading to also go, anyhow cannot let him again use computer. Originally brought him treatment for three months, wading the visual acuity 1.2, now also don't know fall into much.
Winter, the son of goldfish grass on windowsill pour fierce, but the bloom, total felling be cold wither wither. Then I sent to maintenance of basin nepenthes, several months now, will be left to the flowerbeds. Which day must remember to get it back, let it in their own home for the winter, ha ha.
Don't write, referral. Listen to study from the game sound, XinJiao.
Just freely hum, unexpectedly out 1 ", deserved my youth" lifetimes. Ha-ha, is very funny? To me this slack up, still say what youth. Sentimental don't.
9p.m, ten before referral. In the study online play game, son? And his vision is not so good, * * computer, television, students come to also don't go out to play, three people are always crowded playing games, how to say no. I think reading without injured at a computer vision, so, even for a moment he downlines reading to also go, anyhow cannot let him again use computer. Originally brought him treatment for three months, wading the visual acuity 1.2, now also don't know fall into much.
Winter, the son of goldfish grass on windowsill pour fierce, but the bloom, total felling be cold wither wither. Then I sent to maintenance of basin nepenthes, several months now, will be left to the flowerbeds. Which day must remember to get it back, let it in their own home for the winter, ha ha.
Don't write, referral. Listen to study from the game sound, XinJiao.
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